The months since I last blogged have been filled with all kinds of events and happenings as well as more spiritual and mindful changes to my outlook on life.
I made a deliberate decision to pause blogging for a while. I needed to just ‘be’; to shift the focus from the intensity of what happened to see how I got on with life now that it had changed so much. I didn’t want to write about every thought, I was weary of it all… the attention, the intensity. Perhaps it was a delayed reaction to the shock, self-preservation? However, during this time, I kept a notebook with me for when I felt the need to record what I was thinking or feeling … some of which both surprised and shocked me.